interesting

[secretlieskill]

im feeling a bit distant from john... but i dont want to break up. We still kiss and he still holds his arm around me... its all the same as before.. why am i feeling so different towards it.. oh i know.. i think we are supposed to MAKE OUT BY NOW DAMMIT... ok that is it.. this Monday.. we're gonna do it.. making out is fun and the last time ive done it has been with mike like.. i dunno a couple months ago? argh.. boy have things changed for the better i think.

kool... 2 minutes till midnight..