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I should...should...get out of bed. Eat, do chores, pack.
I have always thought that the universe knew how I really felt. Like they were one. Lately, especially after what I wrote last time, life has swung upwards. It was just like Life was all "oh..you really feel that way? Well here's a couple niblets of happiness..?". No shot I felt that way, but thanks.
Trying to be strong and answer everyone else's questions..I had no idea how cathartic admitting my true feelings so simply would be. I just thought giving any attention to such negative, unproductive thoughts would be giving in to a tailspin of darkness, but I felt stronger. My worst case scenario isn't even that bad, to be honest. My life, and the things I hide from in it, are not really that bad.
I have always thought that the universe knew how I really felt. Like they were one. Lately, especially after what I wrote last time, life has swung upwards. It was just like Life was all "oh..you really feel that way? Well here's a couple niblets of happiness..?". No shot I felt that way, but thanks.
Trying to be strong and answer everyone else's questions..I had no idea how cathartic admitting my true feelings so simply would be. I just thought giving any attention to such negative, unproductive thoughts would be giving in to a tailspin of darkness, but I felt stronger. My worst case scenario isn't even that bad, to be honest. My life, and the things I hide from in it, are not really that bad.