dismantle me...
its been a couple days sinse ive done this. nothing much has changed. well yea sorta things have. mostly boys. confusing emotions. im gonna like not mention them specifically cut they will most likely definately kno who thhey were.
im really into this guy that ive had mixed emotions on forever. ive tried to convince myself out of liking him so many times (resulting in somewhat bitchy behavior) but i always come back to him. i think more than anything its chemistry. it makes ot work so well. but he doesnt think anythin will result from it :( i year ago i was too afraid to try anything but now what i want more than anything is for something to reult from this. i think i might be too late. what i love about him so far, though, is that he hasnt given up on me.. and hopefully we can make something work.
then there are somewhat newer crushes. i was kinda into one recyclable but now i realize the crush was silly and now theres barely any attraction left. kinda happy about that. no more confusion in that particular case. theres also one other guy that really intrigued me. there seemed to be so much to him and it was nice to be near someone so deep. i think i blew the few opportunites ive had with him... and even if i hadnt, i dont want to focus on that as a relationship. a couple other super new guys. ones really cocky and funny, yet totally ahh and the others really intrigung and fun and sweet and ahh its hard not to focus on him.
lol number one is obvious but as for the others im keeping my mouth shut. no guessing!!
im really into this guy that ive had mixed emotions on forever. ive tried to convince myself out of liking him so many times (resulting in somewhat bitchy behavior) but i always come back to him. i think more than anything its chemistry. it makes ot work so well. but he doesnt think anythin will result from it :( i year ago i was too afraid to try anything but now what i want more than anything is for something to reult from this. i think i might be too late. what i love about him so far, though, is that he hasnt given up on me.. and hopefully we can make something work.
then there are somewhat newer crushes. i was kinda into one recyclable but now i realize the crush was silly and now theres barely any attraction left. kinda happy about that. no more confusion in that particular case. theres also one other guy that really intrigued me. there seemed to be so much to him and it was nice to be near someone so deep. i think i blew the few opportunites ive had with him... and even if i hadnt, i dont want to focus on that as a relationship. a couple other super new guys. ones really cocky and funny, yet totally ahh and the others really intrigung and fun and sweet and ahh its hard not to focus on him.
lol number one is obvious but as for the others im keeping my mouth shut. no guessing!!