relieved...
im at my moms house again. good stuff. i get to see my mom... we have a really good relationship now. and my baby brother is growing up so quick its so sad i only see him once or twice a week. my little sister really looks up to me and my my little brotehr zac, (not gabriel) is kinda distant. my moms house is a great escape when i need to chill and think and not be screamed at constantly.
leaving tonight though. have unfinished business with judi from friday night so im probably gonna have to pay this week. its sad because usually when we have these huge "arguements" i have no part in it. its just judi gettin mad at everything she thinks i think or do or whatever. im just sick of it and im sure other people are sick of hearing it. my reoccurring dream has finally stopped. so i guess the curiosity is gone now. and dont worry it wont happen again. i just needed to know what its like and stuff. im more releived now n e way.
sad... the holidays are coming up. just more reason to sit around and drink eggnog and talk about a fat guy breakign into everyones house at night who steals ur cookies. I LUB JEBUS day is coming up. more time for fake joy and annoying lights and retarded fights amongst my parents about being late for christmas parties and seating arrangements and really idiotic stuff that could be easily avoided. i hope the holiday season isnt the nightmare im imagining.
o and my mom wants to keep me for most of my week off of school. i dont get why i dont have the freedom to chose where i go half the time. custody is just some kind of territorial battle between my mom and dad. now judi's in it too. she thinks shes better than my mom so she constantly complains about stuff my mom could be doing or whatever. shes almost treating my mom like she treats me. she constantly tells me how i should ask what i can do for her around the house then yells about how i do nothing when i dont even suspect im doing n e thing wrong. now judis saying my mom never pitches in extra rides and my mom thinks everythings fine.... but no! nothing can ever be alright with this woman. shes constantly telling me how much she does for me, how shes more of a mother than my own mom acts like. omg why must she have to feel superior to other people.
o and im beginning to hate every little tiny thing she does. she way shell make really bad food because she has no life and then shell be like ok theres food at home and she doesnt even eat it cus she doesnt like it and complains when we dont eat it. omg and the other-- monday-- my mom was picking me up and i was about to leave and judi was at the door and im like wait ill be right out let me go get my jacket. judis like wait y do u need a jacket, and im like cus its cold, and shes like well if its cold out why arents u wearing a jacket?, because im about to get one, judi! an judis like well hurry up u cant forgte things like that if i didnt just remind u about this the u would be freezing. ok. all i can ever say as a response is ok. and the other day i got yelle at for that to. she said i ignore her.
im going crazy. shes seriously gonna make me hurt myself. nevermind no i promsised no. lol. ok im done...
leaving tonight though. have unfinished business with judi from friday night so im probably gonna have to pay this week. its sad because usually when we have these huge "arguements" i have no part in it. its just judi gettin mad at everything she thinks i think or do or whatever. im just sick of it and im sure other people are sick of hearing it. my reoccurring dream has finally stopped. so i guess the curiosity is gone now. and dont worry it wont happen again. i just needed to know what its like and stuff. im more releived now n e way.
sad... the holidays are coming up. just more reason to sit around and drink eggnog and talk about a fat guy breakign into everyones house at night who steals ur cookies. I LUB JEBUS day is coming up. more time for fake joy and annoying lights and retarded fights amongst my parents about being late for christmas parties and seating arrangements and really idiotic stuff that could be easily avoided. i hope the holiday season isnt the nightmare im imagining.
o and my mom wants to keep me for most of my week off of school. i dont get why i dont have the freedom to chose where i go half the time. custody is just some kind of territorial battle between my mom and dad. now judi's in it too. she thinks shes better than my mom so she constantly complains about stuff my mom could be doing or whatever. shes almost treating my mom like she treats me. she constantly tells me how i should ask what i can do for her around the house then yells about how i do nothing when i dont even suspect im doing n e thing wrong. now judis saying my mom never pitches in extra rides and my mom thinks everythings fine.... but no! nothing can ever be alright with this woman. shes constantly telling me how much she does for me, how shes more of a mother than my own mom acts like. omg why must she have to feel superior to other people.
o and im beginning to hate every little tiny thing she does. she way shell make really bad food because she has no life and then shell be like ok theres food at home and she doesnt even eat it cus she doesnt like it and complains when we dont eat it. omg and the other-- monday-- my mom was picking me up and i was about to leave and judi was at the door and im like wait ill be right out let me go get my jacket. judis like wait y do u need a jacket, and im like cus its cold, and shes like well if its cold out why arents u wearing a jacket?, because im about to get one, judi! an judis like well hurry up u cant forgte things like that if i didnt just remind u about this the u would be freezing. ok. all i can ever say as a response is ok. and the other day i got yelle at for that to. she said i ignore her.
im going crazy. shes seriously gonna make me hurt myself. nevermind no i promsised no. lol. ok im done...