so tired already

Dec 06, 2004 00:34

im so tired. i just found out 2 hours ago that a paper is due tomorow. found out someinfo but the thing is i dont know how long its suppose to be and stuff like that. im gonna end up doing it first period free. i hope to god theres a printer available. god this is kinda stressful. im kinda taking a break cus i realized that its been to hours and all i have is an outline and a paragraph... so im ppretty positive that ill be up for a while. got writers block with th paper. thought i could comeinspire mtself by reflecting on meaningless events throughout my day.

im really just tired of crushes now. the current ones are stale. had a few for a while... all way confusing. but i give up. i should totally go lesbo. lol. ive sed that b4 and its sad im not a hardcore lesbo like i wish i could be... except for brittnay.. shes my bitch. lmao. but seriously i just want to get over everyone and turn my interest somewhere else. i should. yea. not likely tho. im a stubborn fool.

i hung out with rach lorin kathi matt lauren and laura at the tree lighting. those firetrucks have to watch themselves.. theyre speeeeeeeeeeeed-demons! they were flying bye, man. and the chorus sucked. which is sad. after the thingy me n matt walked laura home then met up with lorin and rachel and yea... now im gonna have fiberglass in my lungs. hope they dont have a test in school tomorow rachel, ill test positive for fiberglass! haha funny. burgar king tooo. not much excitement there. except the way lorin stared at me as she slurped the coke. funny. and this crush should fade soon or ill have to murder it. i cant really stand it n e more its like a see-saw and its like not going anywhere and i know its my fault but i guess i dont want it going n e where? but i have confused myself with this stupid on-and-off crush for like prolly almost a year now. yea. grr. ah.

i need adrenaline or caffeine or soemthing. i need someone to knock me out. that was fun shit at the graveyard friday. lol. omg i gotta do this friggin paper its almost 1. night...

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