Dec 02, 2004 21:10
yea this entry is for megan cus she has no life other than checking people's profiles and telling them that they have to update them and stuff. o well. to honor dear old megan i want to mention some of the many insiders weve acquired sinse the beginning of school. tell me if these ring n e bells megan...
"bachie, hamo, mo'ham, momo, mamo"
~the way i eat breakfast~
~crying in mr brady's class... "the papers in my printer"~
"look shes cleaning the kitchen!"
"i dont know something about catfood"
"KNEE DEEP IN JELLO"
hmmm moses wrote the bibble?
"so where was the key.. huh chloe?"
just a few. forgot if there are n e others. good times megan. gooood times. now in the process of talking about u and molly behind ur backs about how sexy u are to the guys. its unanimous lol. shhh dont tell molly. so that was for megan...
lately ive been kinda really drained. i cant really sleep at night because im thinking about how my grades are slipping and during the day im on a sorta-hunger-strike against ju (she thought it would b ok to skip meals for crew) lol lets take it to an extreme... shall we? no im not that extreme i skip breakfast ne way and lunch is best when kept short... i still eat dinner.. adn its goooood.
im super totally into this theory. i think ive changed so much in the past year or so. i used to be super religious, annoying (no changes there), shy around guys (no guys friends pretty much at all), really melodramatic, into all the deep spiritual shit. i mean about 2 years or so ago i liked rap and shit. i was the biggest goodytwoshoes and shit. wouldnt go near anyhitng my parents wouldnt like. so cautious about everythign i sed and did. my grades were really good too. i think that im really kinda turning into a new pereson.. except the whole personality thingy. think im still pretty much the same there. i show my maturity alot less now. like yea i seem less deep and thoughtful and stuff, its the way i present myslef. people i meet these days prolly think i cant be taken seriously whch is sad. but if someone judges me as that i guess theyre not worth showing depth to.
and lately ive been wanting to write or play guitar or scream. i want to express myself so much lately. i had this reocurring dream that i cut my wrist just to see how it bleeds and it bled blue. dunno why. thats when i DO sleep. been so tired lately. not much energy except those really fake bursts throughout the day in school. i gotta go. still have alot of work to do. im so dumb for thinking i should take a break. its been like 2 hours.