Diary (of the dead and dying)

[secretedremains]

Screaming through the silence is my confession
Everything has gone wrong within my possession
Perfection has been my life long obsession
To be who I am and to be accepted

All of your words and all of your lies
I've saved every one of them look in my eyes
Every time you speak another angel dies
I am alone mortally rejected

I am nobody just trying to be somebody I'm not
A rag doll tossed and torn, left to rot
Im a fading memory, Im just an after thought
This is how your baby dies... neglected

I've seen heaven but I've tasted hell
I must break free from this imprisoned shell
Why?... Why?... Why do you have to yell?
It was never you whom I disrespected

Awake at night pain filled tears I cry
Serenaded by your beautiful lie
A whores concubine forever am I
Deep within my soul your faint whispers I've injected

On the walls of a tortured existence
Suspends a masterpiece in perfect resemblance
A life torn within malice malevolence
All the hate built up inside I am infected (with your disease)

So mommy, tell me, do you like what you see
Daddy will you finally stop preaching at me
Whats wrong, arent you happy for me
No more pain... no despair... no longer rejected