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I want to break free from the pain that I fell; I want to rip my insides out of my body. Sharp, burning, intense pain shooting though my body paralyzing every mussel that has feeling. My body gets cold, hopping to die I think. My soul still life less clinging to the little it is offered. My heart slowly giving in wanting to stop, it raises and then slows down, it stops and then begging when it is safe… fearing the agonizing pain, I must force it to keep pumping life into the walking corps that is I … I want this to stop once and for all.