Silence
A piece of me died today. I am not sure if it was my heart or my soul… but it was painful. What do I do from hear? What is their to live for? I ask because I at this point I really do not know. I want the pain to stop but I can only think of one to do that… and that is a hard decision.
I want to break free, but I have nowhere to go
I want to live life, but there is nothing to live for
I know I will never love again; I cannot even comprehend that right know. I know time heal all wounds… but everyone is different. I know I will never forgive myself for being the cause for loosing my love. I wish I could wake from this nightmare but I can’t, I want him to tell me he loves and can’t live without me, but that is never going to happen. How do I find the strength to keep on living?