Thanks.
Thank you to everyone for their sympathy and support. I made peace with losing my grandmother a long time ago, but what I'm grieving most right now is the loss of family, or at least a supportive IRL circle. Other than my mother, no one in my life out here knew my Nana. I need to be around cousins and aunts and uncles to share stories and photos, to laugh through our grief. I haven't been home in 12 years.