January on the California Coast

[secret_to_start]

you think that you are taking a beating from my words
but just know that you have been winning from the first day

and when im gone you can open up my chest
take out what you want and leave the rest
but watch out for my heart
its still brittle and broken
still burned out from
our last days

our last laugh, the beach in wintertime
the sands all frozen up and the sky is gray

you've made up your mind
and it may be too late
so change it quick, this back and forth is breaking me down

and when im gone you can open up my chest
take out what you want and leave the rest
but watch out for my heart
its still brittle and broken
still burned out from
our last days

and you say it doesnt mean anthing
my fears dont mean anything
my tears dont mean anything
its all in my head

but it means everything
like the storm inside my head
like that night with the light in your window
when you said you werent home

so think of me when youre lying down
your back to the frozen sand
and you call out my name

you can keep calling me when you cant sleep at night
you wont take me from a dream cause im still so far away
(it means everything, it still means everything
it means everything, everything to me)

and quit telling me what im doing isnt right
you never meant it to be like this
well neither did i

(it means everything, it still means everything
it means everything, cause your everything to me)