Sep 28, 2005 20:13
today was jus darling
honestly darling
but when people talk to him
about me he always says that
hes not sure if i like him
and that bothers me
but i rather jus not say anything
i do like him
so much
i guess its jus him sayin im perfect
and the best there is
and...i dont say it back
i told him its hard for me
and he understood
but i think it still hurt him
when i said it
we'll see
i kno that if we dont put a title on us
then it'll last for longer
then it would if we did say we were going out
i wnat to tell him all of this so bad
but...i dont kno
i jus cant
its sooo hard for me to open up
and jus say whats going on
but i honestly care about him so much
its crazy! hehe
yes....
im 100% ba*jiggity...
plus like a million and infinity. haha
i feel sick
i hope im not gettin it again
that would jus not be fun at all