Jan 10, 2005 16:14
I've realized recently that I only have a handful of friends that I truly care about.
I can count them on my fingers.
However, I have also realized that there are some pretty cool people in our school that I have never really spoken to before the last couple weeks.
I think I need to hang out with Carrlyn b/c she rules.
School is getting more and more irritating.
It's like every single day is exactly the same. I'm sick of the same faces.
I can't believe CW is ending. I will have no reason to wake up in the morning w/o it.
I wish girls would stop being so bitchy all the time.
What's the point of making fun of other people constantly? Like, just be nice.
I'm such a hypocrite and I don't care.
I'm also super sick of people talking about their multiple "problems" as if they deserve pity for what a "hard" life they lead. I mean, does someone like that honestly think he or she is the only one with problems?
I have no pity on people who are rude and/or obnoxious and blame it on their "bad life". Seriously, go fuck yourself, we all have issues.
I really wish I'd worked harder in school.
College is going to cost so much money that I don't have.
I'm dropping Spanish. It's a wicked waste of my time.
But could someone please tell me why it is that I need mr. zavasnik, my mother, Emerson College, and Ms. Nybeck/Mrs. Boyce's permission to drop the stupid class?
Since when does my life not belong to me?
I've realized that I need to find a boy who isn't scared of my insanity or my crazy problems. I guess I'm a real piece of work.
Everyone is scared of me.
This entry blows.