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Tonight I miss the rain. It is too quiet without it.
I freaked out at work today, nearly lost it just because I had to make a call to the doctors surgery. I was shaking, almost crying, feeling sick. I don't know why.
I'm freaking out a lot.
Tomorrow morning I have a psych appointment. I'm anxious about it. I want her to see how much I'm struggling but I'm scared of the outcome. And I feel unworthy anyway.
Everything feels out of control.
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