Aug 21, 2008 18:13
and i say well it was last week but man that was in the past
see i stopped going to the places where the people act so nasty
and pretentious 'cause i'm happy sitting with my friends in sidewalk singing songs
well as usual my life has been about chasing the high
ive begun to build up quite the tolerance for weed, which sucks but its kinda cool being able to smoke a shit load and hold my own with the guys.
i feel like a little kid chasing butterflies, but my net keeps getting smaller and they keep flying higher, but every time i catch one its even better then the last. like any dealer ive been searching for the card that is so high and wild ill never need to deal another
ive been rather content though with my new hippie type exsitance, taking rides from strangers, sharing with everyone and anyone, cuddling with the masses, its all about the drugs and the music and the harmony of man kind. everyones hitting on me but i just wanna be with mike. its probably a pretty dumb idea to have a kid next year, mike says he doesnt know if hes gonna be ready, hes probably right. im just so excited about the idea. i want my own little us to love and hold and care for. something to live a better life for.