I know that after tonight you wont have to look up at the stars
fuck all these boys, every last one of them, i dont need anyone
i dont need one damn person
i gotta stop crying over these bitches, they dont deserve it at all
i was thinking of changing to cohasset schools but i keep having second thoughts, i just cant take living here with my mom, shes nuts
i know im not doing well and i know my lifes a mess and im being reckless but thats how i like it
thats how my clouded messed up brain likes it
god i need to vomit and go have a smoke next door. i cant stand this shit
i cant stand living in this house with these people, the friends that have devolved into acquaintances
i have such anxiety about going back to school, i dont want anyone to say anything to me, i dont want anyone to talk to me at all
i wanna give up sometimes, and i want to prevail sometimes
at least i like how my bodies been looking, havent been keeping down much or eating much. at least ill always have my disorder to hold me when i hate myself and tell me that i should because im not good enough yet, but theres hope.
i dont need one damn person
i gotta stop crying over these bitches, they dont deserve it at all
i was thinking of changing to cohasset schools but i keep having second thoughts, i just cant take living here with my mom, shes nuts
i know im not doing well and i know my lifes a mess and im being reckless but thats how i like it
thats how my clouded messed up brain likes it
god i need to vomit and go have a smoke next door. i cant stand this shit
i cant stand living in this house with these people, the friends that have devolved into acquaintances
i have such anxiety about going back to school, i dont want anyone to say anything to me, i dont want anyone to talk to me at all
i wanna give up sometimes, and i want to prevail sometimes
at least i like how my bodies been looking, havent been keeping down much or eating much. at least ill always have my disorder to hold me when i hate myself and tell me that i should because im not good enough yet, but theres hope.