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that's it... that has to be it. I realize tonight that I don't just 'love' you... it's so much more than that... I more than 'love' you. it's not that simple four letter word that everyone just throws around, it is... and now I know why all the other girlfriends and all of the other girls were so crazy about him. he just has this "rush" to him. it's like he's a magnet and everything gets pulled to him, like he's my 'gravity' that keeps me to the ground, yet he is the one that knocks me "head over heels" over and over again. he was my destiny before i ever even knew... i was so blind.. i passed him one day at the fall fling.. and he had that "big ol' dog" (Sarg) w/ him, and then in October I met him at this crazy party and I knew he was the one that night when I looked at him and seen that he was looking too? and then a few days later he was the one trying to find me... to know my name... and we met... and after that... it was so great.. I breathe him, I dream him... I live for him... I love him... we are around each other so much.. that sometimes I want to get away.. but when I'm not with him, I want him.. I just want him to hold me.. I love when he wraps me up in hims arms.. we fall asleep and everything seems as if life has succeeded with its purpose for me, that I have found everything I need to get me by in this world, and it's Brian... I love him*