How true this is...I am glad I wrote it

[secret_betrayal]

I've lost everything, i've lost it all
and slowly, i begin to fall
everything in my life seems dead
like theres nothing inside my head

with every gouging cut i make
with every little risk i take
the greater my burden seems to get
and still, i never feel regret

i try, but i cannot feel
nothing in this world seems real
its like im cursed or im prone
to be unhappy, to be alone

i have nothing to live for
i cannot feel anymore
no one will ever be at my side
all my feelings, i have to hide

this life is so fuckin worthless
bring me back up to the surface
this pain, i cannot bare...
please, all u have to do is care...