in a funk
Okay, seriously. Mix of nostalgia and guilt? Totally not cool.
I need to snap out of it. Ugh. And I was having an all right day, too.
I feel guilty because I flunked out of one of my old roleplays. Or a few, actually. But I haven't been interested in them for a while. But it still feels like I fucked up or something, you know?
And I'm still interested in Age of Miracles, and I don't want to quit, but I like the pace of life I have right now. I mean, it could be better because there's so much school work, but you know. I like translating and I like hanging out with friends. And I like AoM and I've been on hiatus but I feel like I'm doing something really bad not being active and doing other things. And it makes me feel guilty. But I can't seem to get the kick start to get back into the game. I mean, I eventually will. There's no doubt of that. I just need that push.
I'm feeling nostalgic, too. I like my friends here, but I miss some of my Georgia ones. And I feel bad that I missed some birthdays, but they were also around when school just started up again. I see pictures of them hanging out, and I know I chose this college, to live here again, but... you know. I feel nostalgic.
I really need to snap out of this, though. I hate feeling down.
I need to snap out of it. Ugh. And I was having an all right day, too.
I feel guilty because I flunked out of one of my old roleplays. Or a few, actually. But I haven't been interested in them for a while. But it still feels like I fucked up or something, you know?
And I'm still interested in Age of Miracles, and I don't want to quit, but I like the pace of life I have right now. I mean, it could be better because there's so much school work, but you know. I like translating and I like hanging out with friends. And I like AoM and I've been on hiatus but I feel like I'm doing something really bad not being active and doing other things. And it makes me feel guilty. But I can't seem to get the kick start to get back into the game. I mean, I eventually will. There's no doubt of that. I just need that push.
I'm feeling nostalgic, too. I like my friends here, but I miss some of my Georgia ones. And I feel bad that I missed some birthdays, but they were also around when school just started up again. I see pictures of them hanging out, and I know I chose this college, to live here again, but... you know. I feel nostalgic.
I really need to snap out of this, though. I hate feeling down.