shake it off.

[secret_airlines]

I'm in a rut.
things have been good for a long time.
I could deal with all the fucking shit thrown at me.

the past two weeks have been hell on earth.
shaking and sweating everyday.
feeling like I'm going to have a heartattack at any second.
I've been taking my xanax again but shit, it makes me so tired it's hard to work.

I need to get out of here for a while.
I wish I could.
it's been a long time since I've been away.

more than likely I'll delete this in two days because I'll be beyond fine.