Sep 21, 2006 13:23
I hate people who complain all the time, which makes me feel like a hypocrite for this, but I have some serious bitching to do.
I had an Ochem question. Jessie and I went to tutoring, and the TA got the wrong answer too. So, I email my chem professor offering to come see him in his office at his convienence to have my question resolved. He emailed me back and told me to stop wasting his time, and that's what the discussion forum is for. Hey, thanks dick! I'm glad you're so accessible to your students.
My TA job is giving me more stress than it should. I teach during the weekly TA training meeting, so I never get trained in the lab I'm supposed to teach. Dianne, my boss, told me that I could sit in on another TA if I wanted. I'm sorry, I don't have an extra 2 hours floating around in my schedule to go sit through another lab. So for today, I am completely unprepared. Oh well. Here goes nothing.
I also have a Bio exam next week, My bio prof posted a practice exam with NO ANSWERS. Great. How am I supposed to guage where I am when I don't know if my answer is right? He said he'll put them up Saturday, which gives me a whopping 3 days to prepare myself for my exam. He also said he is going to post a test bank...with NO ANSWERS. So, I get to see what the exam may entail-- but I will never know if my thoughts are correct. Great system. Go PSU.
I'm just having a bad day, and I need a hug. As much as I hate to say this, I need Chuck. I don't really like being away from him because he's a good source of comfort. It makes me sound so needy, but whatever. I just need a hug sometimes. I love Jessie to death, but she can't cuddle quite the same way.
I'm also struggling with some crazy body image issues-- which makes no sense. I mean, yeah, I'm thin. I'm not overweight, I'm healthy, low body fat, but I just don't like parts of myself. I've been exercising more, but I feel like I'm going to do more hurt than help. I don't want to get any thinner, and I still love food-- so it's not that I'm afraid of getting "sick," it's just that I feel like I'm never going to be satisfied.
Fuck it.