break in hiatus for mental breakdown of beth.
so i finally found a school that has an MFA for Scenic Painting. problem: it is the COLLEGE i couldn't get into. i wasn't good enough. what makes me think that i could get in now? JUST READING what i need to send them to APPLY and their course info makes me want to curl in a ball and give up what i have been working for, for coming up on 4 years.
Scene Painting
Graduate study
The program trains students in the craft, artistry and management of scenic painting for careers in the entertainment industry. The curriculum balances extensive classroom and studio work with practical experience. It includes progressively rigorous instruction in the fundamentals of drawing and production procedures, as well as the artistry of the craft of the painting scenic elements. Students work on several fully mounted productions each year on the school's large paint deck, equipped with adjacent mixing and support areas. They learn to work in a variety of techniques including older theatrical media and to manipulate various materials to achieve the desired effect. At the culmination of the training period, students have full responsibility for productions as scenic charges.
Requirements to Apply:
Scenic Art
Scenic Artist candidates should include sketchbooks, drawings, paintings, production shots of your work, renderings, sculpture, designs, paint elevations, examples of soft good skills and other non-theatrical artwork.
what what? i do not have a sketchbook, i cannot draw, i don't do sculptures, designs, paint elevations.... or nontheatrical artwork! WHAT WAS I THINKING GETTING INTO THIS MAJOR. I AM NOT AN ARTIST. *PULLS AT HAIR* WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY FUCKING LIFE?!
i fail at life.
Scene Painting
Graduate study
The program trains students in the craft, artistry and management of scenic painting for careers in the entertainment industry. The curriculum balances extensive classroom and studio work with practical experience. It includes progressively rigorous instruction in the fundamentals of drawing and production procedures, as well as the artistry of the craft of the painting scenic elements. Students work on several fully mounted productions each year on the school's large paint deck, equipped with adjacent mixing and support areas. They learn to work in a variety of techniques including older theatrical media and to manipulate various materials to achieve the desired effect. At the culmination of the training period, students have full responsibility for productions as scenic charges.
Requirements to Apply:
Scenic Art
Scenic Artist candidates should include sketchbooks, drawings, paintings, production shots of your work, renderings, sculpture, designs, paint elevations, examples of soft good skills and other non-theatrical artwork.
what what? i do not have a sketchbook, i cannot draw, i don't do sculptures, designs, paint elevations.... or nontheatrical artwork! WHAT WAS I THINKING GETTING INTO THIS MAJOR. I AM NOT AN ARTIST. *PULLS AT HAIR* WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY FUCKING LIFE?!
i fail at life.