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I thought things would be different this time around. I thought we had moved past everything we had fought about before.
I've never been so wrong in my life before. I've never been so hurt. So let down. So lost.
I've watched all my friends slip away from me. And I always thought you'd be the one person I had when everyone else was gone. But what am I left with now? Memories from what I thought was the perfect person for me. Memories I wish we had never made. Because then I wouldn't be sitting here wishing you hadn't slipped away too.
So this is me. Erasing you from my life. Just like you wanted.
Because that's all I ever did. What you wanted. And what made you happy.
But now it's time to care of me. Now it's time to make me happy. I'm just scared of what I have to do.
What they call "LOVE" is a risk. You always get hit out of nowhere by some wave and end up on your own.
I've never been so wrong in my life before. I've never been so hurt. So let down. So lost.
I've watched all my friends slip away from me. And I always thought you'd be the one person I had when everyone else was gone. But what am I left with now? Memories from what I thought was the perfect person for me. Memories I wish we had never made. Because then I wouldn't be sitting here wishing you hadn't slipped away too.
So this is me. Erasing you from my life. Just like you wanted.
Because that's all I ever did. What you wanted. And what made you happy.
But now it's time to care of me. Now it's time to make me happy. I'm just scared of what I have to do.
What they call "LOVE" is a risk. You always get hit out of nowhere by some wave and end up on your own.