In which I am the unstoppable force, and this goddamn f*$&king fic is the immovable object
Every now and again, I'm plagued by a fic that absolutely does not want to be written, under any circumstances (the most notable example thus far being the four thousand word first time Wincest that came into the world kicking and screaming and digging its nasty little heels in with all its might
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I hate it when those boys don't cooperate. They can be such pests about that sort of thing. It's a pity that they're giving you such trouble, because I can't wait to read that fic - Sam, Dean, and Cas in your hands make me about twelve shades of wriggly.
I've had that problem for months.
I can come up with all the plot bunnies in the world, but executing them? Notsomuch.
My poor brain is going through one of those phases where it looks at my writing and immediately becomes crushed under the weight of its own crippling self-doubt. It seems the writer in me is pathologically incapable of anything that even remotely resembles stability and contentment.
I'm actually about 100 words from finishing the piece in question, now. The damned thing has fought me every single step of the way.
It stands at an eensyweensy bit under 2000, and I'll give you a hint: it's a Sam/Cas accidental-rubbing-off-in-sleep fic.
I promised my best friend a Sam/Dean/Cas threeway fic as a reward for finishing her monstrous Dean/Cas Big Bang, and I'm using your prompt as the first part of it.
I'm telling you this because I'm terribly nervous that you won't like the content if it's a standalone, since it features fallen!Cas and Dean/Cas UST... in the 5.04/2014!verse, two years before episode 5.04.
Hopefully, I'll be done with it and have it posted this morning.
If it's not what you wanted, I'll gladly write you another fic with the same prompt.
(I'll happily write you more Sassy, anyways. I'm sort of madly in love with them right now)
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