So, anyways.

[secondmessenger]

I just feel wrong. I can't explain it much past that, but I do. I hate life, and I hate the way things turn out. I quit my job last week, put in notice and this week will be the end of my working at APAC. I mostly have been making it to classes recently- not to-day though. Didn't have my math work done, so I decided not to do it, and just to

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[headless]

i read the whole thing, and i care.
i know we don't see each as much as we used to, but i am also going through some shitty things right now, so if you ever need to talk, i'm sure we can bitch at each other for a few hours about whatever we want and it would help both of us.
like a cooperative bitch fest, i know that's not what you want to hear, you want someone to solve your problems, i'm sorry i can't, but i can do my best to listen.

[crimson_kitten]

:(

this makes me want to cry. but then again, i always want to cry.

i've already admitted to being selfish, on several different occasions, and i'm sorry for that. and i'm sorry for not being a good friend.

i don't think you need to be on antidepressant drugs. its too much on a person, and does indeed, make things worse. i've been on so many and i'm thankful that i might have found one that doesn't have that reverse effect.

i hope things get better, and if you ever feel like talking to me again, i'm here.

The proof is in the pudding - -

[devinuseless]

You have seven other people right here who care enough to share their input and experiences with their lives and similar situations. And now you've got mine

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[anonymous]

I hate that you never stop complaining about your life, and I hate that you never try to fix any of your millions of problems. I hate that you think you're six million times more fucking tragic than anyone else, and I hate that you think you're better than anyone or everyone. I hate how you treat people because you're so fucking selfish. And I hate your never ending self pity.

You're right, it's all a waste of time.

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[headless]

i hate that you can't sign into livejournal before making a comment.

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[anonymous]

no account

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[anonymous]

oh man, i totally agree with the previous anonymous poster. Nate, damn man. You are only doing this for attention. Granted, you do feel like shit, and with the exception of your father, all of it is your doing. You ruined your life. You had girls that loved you, but you fucked it up bigtime. You are right, no one could love the person you are now. Your "friends" can coddle you all they want, but here is some tough love. Deal with your fucking life. You just want attention. You always have done this, and your friends and family are fucking sick of it. You are pathetic, but only you can change that. But you never will. That is why i didn't want to marry you. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life with this shit. Yes, your appearance does make us women want to puke. And you think you are better than everyone, yet we all know it isn't true. You are just sorry. You are a broke, unintelligent, ugly fat fool. Once you deal with that and learn to understand that you could change it, you will be better off. But things

[jaimene]

Actually there was someone else who told me to read this particular journal. And it was extrememly hilarious. And i do just like to make your life miserable and have always prided myself on that. I broke up with you in april, you broke off the engagement in january. You are the one who came crawling back to me. Remember that? You really are pitiful, and i can do what i damn want. And that is to let you know how completely sorry you are. But at least i seemed to cheer you up by you saying that shit about me, but really i am just laughing at you like i always have, and others are too. By the way devin, you are so much better than nate, why are you friends with him. he doesn't even like you. life is funny isn't it?

[jaimene]

oh oh sod me sod me!

But only if you're English...

[jaimene]

LOL, i love you anonymous poster!!!

Hmmm

[princessqt2]

You know from what I hear you love just about anyone or anything these days. Its funny you must make yourself seem big by coming into Nates journal and trash talking him and his friends. Seriously how pathetic must your life be that you can’t move on from something that happened a year ago??? I feel sorry for you because while granted Nate is going through some problems right now and trying to work through them you will have problems for the rest of your life because every morning you must wake up and look and the mirror and realize your still Jaimene!