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I have this stupid feeling in my stomach again. . . Feel on the verge of breaking down, nervous as fuck, everyone is in the hospitol, my dad, ect, just can't think straight right now. . . don't know how I'm going to work to-day. . . don't know. . . don't know. . . trying to concentrate on other things. . . make it work, make it make sense again, even just for a minute. . .maybe I can sleep, maybe. . .