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1. I have so many secrets. It's silly. I wonder how I must seem to other people. Simple, probably.
2. I haven't been able to sleep. I've been operating on an average of two hours of sleep a day for the last week or so.
3. I'm happy to be back in school. It's nice to have something productive to focus on. It's good to be working toward some sort of future, no matter how abstract.
4. I've been scratching myself in my sleep. I have these long, scabbed scratches all over my body. Some of them hurt. My mother says it's due to dry skin.
5. I went and saw some dumb move this evening, because it was free. I wish I had spent my time doing something else. I feel like I waste so much time. Probably because I do waste so much fucking time. I hope I never find myself on my deathbed, because all I would have to reflect on are millions on bad movies and endless livejournal friends pages.
6. I hate English classes because I feel this totally ridiculous need to do better than exceptionally well and it stresses me out.
7. Frozen fruit is delicious.
8. Lately I've been occasionally eating non-vegan, provided the food is free and sweet (cake = yes, pizza = no). I really want to stop doing that. I think I will just plain cut out sweets for a couple weeks, and take it from there. I am eating way too much processed sugar as of late anyway.
9. I am now the proud parent of an Ipod Nano. So Exciting.
10. It is so cold outside. I want to die, but only until spring comes.
2. I haven't been able to sleep. I've been operating on an average of two hours of sleep a day for the last week or so.
3. I'm happy to be back in school. It's nice to have something productive to focus on. It's good to be working toward some sort of future, no matter how abstract.
4. I've been scratching myself in my sleep. I have these long, scabbed scratches all over my body. Some of them hurt. My mother says it's due to dry skin.
5. I went and saw some dumb move this evening, because it was free. I wish I had spent my time doing something else. I feel like I waste so much time. Probably because I do waste so much fucking time. I hope I never find myself on my deathbed, because all I would have to reflect on are millions on bad movies and endless livejournal friends pages.
6. I hate English classes because I feel this totally ridiculous need to do better than exceptionally well and it stresses me out.
7. Frozen fruit is delicious.
8. Lately I've been occasionally eating non-vegan, provided the food is free and sweet (cake = yes, pizza = no). I really want to stop doing that. I think I will just plain cut out sweets for a couple weeks, and take it from there. I am eating way too much processed sugar as of late anyway.
9. I am now the proud parent of an Ipod Nano. So Exciting.
10. It is so cold outside. I want to die, but only until spring comes.