Nov 04, 2004 21:27
Things feel so familiar. Sitting around in the dark of my room, but not like complete dark because my Christmas lights are up. I worked on some homework again with my headphones and in the dark. It does seem to help a lot. I am not feeling so far behind in school with my attitude toward it that I have at the moment. Also I am talking to Lacey again online. She is going to photograph my feet in high heels as planned, and I think we might even hang out sometime. It's pretty exciting since I don't usually hang out with people. I miss it. I won't see Emily for a few more days at least and I still don't feel bad tonight. Things are so much better in my life than they were a month ago. Sometimes I can be such a loser. I'm glad things are better. I like going to bed in a state of indifference at worst.