March ---
I can't wait for it. It's all I think about. I can't wait to once again have a best friend haha. It's insane...the things you end up missing. Like - whenever I'm in cars and pass a taco bell I think: Damn, I wish Carley and I could go eat some taco bell together and then go to my house and sit on the hill. I miss confessing everything I thought and knowing I'm not judged for it. I just miss the laughs. But the missing can end because in March I'll have it back and we're going to the beach and I haven't been this excited since...my going away party. AND SHELLY...how amazing she is. I just really can't wait to get my friends back. And the idea that they didn't forget me makes me the most happy. Because I had this hugest fear when leaving that they wouldn't want me as a friend anymore or that they would move on with their lives --- but they visited my mom and called; always there but out of reach.
I am just really, really thankful for all I have.
And I am thankful when I was slowly spiraling down Miss Carley gave me a reason to just reach up; and with everything turning to shit I was thrilled to know I had two friends that forever cared about.
You don't get friends like that very often; I can count them on one hand.
Omega has been so good to me too and because of poor mistakes I've made I was unable to keep in contact with her / see her like I wanted to. But I feel like I'm getting a lot of "blessings" if I can call them that and I hope to reunited with her soon too. Because I don't know...I'm just starting to see that you don't find very many friends like that.
And Carley, Shelly and Omega are definitely the friends I feel worth keeping.
And I'm just really happy that March is coming and I really hope that Meg and I can figure something out and I'm just thankful for the life I have and everyone who comes in contact with it.
Yeah, that's all I'm trying to say.
I am just really, really thankful for all I have.
And I am thankful when I was slowly spiraling down Miss Carley gave me a reason to just reach up; and with everything turning to shit I was thrilled to know I had two friends that forever cared about.
You don't get friends like that very often; I can count them on one hand.
Omega has been so good to me too and because of poor mistakes I've made I was unable to keep in contact with her / see her like I wanted to. But I feel like I'm getting a lot of "blessings" if I can call them that and I hope to reunited with her soon too. Because I don't know...I'm just starting to see that you don't find very many friends like that.
And Carley, Shelly and Omega are definitely the friends I feel worth keeping.
And I'm just really happy that March is coming and I really hope that Meg and I can figure something out and I'm just thankful for the life I have and everyone who comes in contact with it.
Yeah, that's all I'm trying to say.