Cancer....
Ummm I dunno....I wish I haven't been thinking so hard.
I'm pretty sure that after today I'm not gonna have my friends walk on me.
I'm not gonna have someone make me feel less then.
And I'm gonna stand up for myself.
I'm just sick of taking shit and getting nothing.
So....now, after saying that.
This is my new year.
This is my new start.
I don't need love.
I don't need a boy.
I don't need any of that stereotypical shit.
I need:
GOOD friends.
a good job.
and a house by the end of summer.
I have an amazingly sweet sister.
And amazingly awesome future step-sister.
And an awesome father.
My life isn't all that bad.
I need to get this shit straight and do better.
I owe it to them.
So if I seem like a bitch....
well...
Frankly, it's because I think you don't treat me like a friend should.
And if I can TRY to be a better friend you can do the fucking same.
So I love you.
I love you alot.
Really...
But I'm not afraid to move on anymore.
^_^
This isn't a bad entry.
And I'm not upset.
This is my resolution.
I'm just ready to find my voice.
This is when I state the obvious.....
[[[i love you]]]
I'm pretty sure that after today I'm not gonna have my friends walk on me.
I'm not gonna have someone make me feel less then.
And I'm gonna stand up for myself.
I'm just sick of taking shit and getting nothing.
So....now, after saying that.
This is my new year.
This is my new start.
I don't need love.
I don't need a boy.
I don't need any of that stereotypical shit.
I need:
GOOD friends.
a good job.
and a house by the end of summer.
I have an amazingly sweet sister.
And amazingly awesome future step-sister.
And an awesome father.
My life isn't all that bad.
I need to get this shit straight and do better.
I owe it to them.
So if I seem like a bitch....
well...
Frankly, it's because I think you don't treat me like a friend should.
And if I can TRY to be a better friend you can do the fucking same.
So I love you.
I love you alot.
Really...
But I'm not afraid to move on anymore.
^_^
This isn't a bad entry.
And I'm not upset.
This is my resolution.
I'm just ready to find my voice.
This is when I state the obvious.....
[[[i love you]]]