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this is the moment
that you know
that you told her that you loved her but you don't
you touch her skin
and then you think
"she is beautiful, but she don't mean a thing to me."
that you know
that you told her that you loved her but you don't
you touch her skin
and then you think
"she is beautiful, but she don't mean a thing to me."
Man
I haven't even finished reading your entry. It's too... familiar...
-That is definitely coercion, and in my opinion sexual assault. When you say no multiple times and have made it reasonably clear (multiple times AND reasonably clear gives NO leeway) you are saying no. When it happens after you say no, he's a dick.
-He took mine off, I tried to put them back on, he wouldn't let me a couple of times, I finally got them on. It did not stop him. Everytime I look at them I am reminded.
-I mentioned it beforehand, twice. "There will be no more than making out." When I think about it I wonder why I said that. Like... it seemed out of the ordinary.
-Being in that situation is pure shit. Forever I said to myself "if anything like that happened to me I'd kick him in the balls and be out of my way. I would never feel obligated to go any further etc etc" You made it clear, you mentioned it beforehand. There is absolutely no way you are at fault. Not even a smidgen. If some asshole tries to tell you different... well, god, they're just an asshole. People have NO idea what it is like to be in a situation like that, it's paralyzing and confusing.
Your story wasn't boring, or something. You apologized three times in the last line. you should not apologize at all. You have nothing to be sorry about. God, it just seems so familiar.
take care, keep on keepin' on.
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Your comment here has provoked me to write an entry in mybodytaken
http://www.livejournal.com/community/mybodytaken/
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good call.
It's nice to see someone who understands it. It's like I don't want them to feel bad or for it to be awkward. ugh.
Funny thing, he came up to me today. I wanted to vomit.
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