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just to start:
so, hi. miss me?
a short update as to what is happening:
seattle is amazing...well, technically arlington, because that's town i live in, but whatever. the views are beautiful and inspiring. bryan and i are doing absolutely fabulously well. starbucks is pretty fantastical. i love my coworkers and i'm hopefully getting promoted here in about a month. : ) nothing on the radio front. i got discouraged a couple of months back, and haven't really been pursuing anything full force as of late, but i plan on starting now.
otherwise, things are fine i guess. i am pretty fucking lonely most days, but i'm getting used to it. the people here are different. i live/work in an area filled with bible thumping evangelicals, so it's difficult to find anyone to talk to that won't get offended at the first word that comes out of my mouth. bry is an awesome person to hang out with, but i've been working mostly nights which means we see each other for a brief moment when i climb into bed at 1:00am.
i miss everyone from home in the worst way. i had a bit of a falling out with some people, and have not been able to swallow my pride and call them. i have always sucked in that respect. playing the victim is my favorite role, and i play it ever so well. i also don't really know what to say to some of them. the words will come. they have to. although, i think some bridges are already burned, which is terribly sad, but completely on me. i have accepted that.
i'm drawing a blank on what to write. so, i think it's sleepy time.
xoxo.
so, hi. miss me?
a short update as to what is happening:
seattle is amazing...well, technically arlington, because that's town i live in, but whatever. the views are beautiful and inspiring. bryan and i are doing absolutely fabulously well. starbucks is pretty fantastical. i love my coworkers and i'm hopefully getting promoted here in about a month. : ) nothing on the radio front. i got discouraged a couple of months back, and haven't really been pursuing anything full force as of late, but i plan on starting now.
otherwise, things are fine i guess. i am pretty fucking lonely most days, but i'm getting used to it. the people here are different. i live/work in an area filled with bible thumping evangelicals, so it's difficult to find anyone to talk to that won't get offended at the first word that comes out of my mouth. bry is an awesome person to hang out with, but i've been working mostly nights which means we see each other for a brief moment when i climb into bed at 1:00am.
i miss everyone from home in the worst way. i had a bit of a falling out with some people, and have not been able to swallow my pride and call them. i have always sucked in that respect. playing the victim is my favorite role, and i play it ever so well. i also don't really know what to say to some of them. the words will come. they have to. although, i think some bridges are already burned, which is terribly sad, but completely on me. i have accepted that.
i'm drawing a blank on what to write. so, i think it's sleepy time.
xoxo.