bleh...
man. i leave in 5 weeks. that's it. that's all the time i have left. i have not packed anything. i'm not going to have any freakin' money for this fucking move, and i'm really scared i'm not going to get a radio job once i'm out there. i haven't made the right decisions here over the past few months. gah. fucking procrastination.
my brother has been home for a week and a half. it was weird. i was so happy to see him, but he has changed. a lot. almost so much that i don't recognize him anymore. we all met his wife. personally, i think she is extremely clingy and overbearing, but nice. she did not make an effort at all to get to know any of us while she was here. she spent most of the time clinging to james' arm or making out with him. ah, well. as my mom put it: she doesn't have to like us. they are already married and they live in california. she has the upper hand. ::shrugs:: it's sad.
i am working on thanksgiving and then i am off to my sister's house. yay. just going to be the immediately family, which is quite nice. i can't really stand my extended family for too long. they are all lunatics.
bryan is apparently getting into a fight as i type and i'm also, apparently, ruining someone else's life because i had the balls to say hello. nothing ever changes i suppose.
i'm in a fucking sour mood today. lovely. i have doubts, concerns, fears.
poop. bed, now. sleep is my favorite.
my brother has been home for a week and a half. it was weird. i was so happy to see him, but he has changed. a lot. almost so much that i don't recognize him anymore. we all met his wife. personally, i think she is extremely clingy and overbearing, but nice. she did not make an effort at all to get to know any of us while she was here. she spent most of the time clinging to james' arm or making out with him. ah, well. as my mom put it: she doesn't have to like us. they are already married and they live in california. she has the upper hand. ::shrugs:: it's sad.
i am working on thanksgiving and then i am off to my sister's house. yay. just going to be the immediately family, which is quite nice. i can't really stand my extended family for too long. they are all lunatics.
bryan is apparently getting into a fight as i type and i'm also, apparently, ruining someone else's life because i had the balls to say hello. nothing ever changes i suppose.
i'm in a fucking sour mood today. lovely. i have doubts, concerns, fears.
poop. bed, now. sleep is my favorite.