Feb 06, 2011 21:43
October 15th, 1999
It's been months since I've written anything. But all the doctors (especially Dr. Van Dyne, the one that I have to listen to) say that I should start again. Try to process my feelings.
I think it's a bunch of bullshit.
What do my feelings need processing for? And what the hell does that mean? I should think about what happened to me until it doesn't hurt anymore? Until the scars don't mean anything to me?
I don't think this is going to help. This is a waste of time.
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