THIS IS A RANT!! so you don't have to read it if you don't want.
FU** LIFE!! I don't know how much longer I can take all this stress and agrivation about college and stupid little things. I don't have the time to write 5 bazillion scholorship essays. I wish my parents would get off my back about it. I'll write some but I have to find a little time to do it ok? So I get out of guard which was not pleasant tonight and give my dad a heads up that we were going to movie tomorrow and he starts in again about the scholorship essays and how if i keep asking for money i won't go to college. I seriously can't take it anymore. There are just so many little things that are getting to me and they shouldn't be. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Then I'm sick of being so effing insecure, I mean there is no reason for it. I have an awesome family (well when they aren't yelling and such) and AMAZING friends. So I really don't understand why sometimes I feel like I'm completly alone. I just can't take this anymore. I agree with steph, we need an awesome weekend!