Nov 29, 2004 02:17
ok so it's high time I give this thing a proper update.
Chance has this man named David. David is a hot fella, has the justin timberlake look going for him. Stereotypically gay as in knowing every lyric to madonna and actually enjoying the presence of a Cher song, but to each their own. I'm not bitter surprisingly. Chance deserves something... so do I ... but beggars aren't choosers.
Travis Cousins is an awesome man. I am exhilirated with the notion of moving in with him at Austin come August.... or July.... we'll see how it turns out.
I'm staying upbeat like I promised to myself I would. Life isn't the greatest.... I mean small things have happened here and there that make me happy but as far as life altering stuff.... nothing good.... but I'm happy. I wouldn't call it optimism, just survival. I've never had a love in my life, I don't believe in God, I'm not addicted to drugs, and no one is holding my hand. So what do I have to show me the "right path"? Myself. Living life with absolutly no fear now.
I do whatever I want.
No bullshit.
Nobody will ever be Johnny Cash except Johnny Cash.