I'm going to open my own pharmacy
I'm rivalling old people with the amount of prescriptions I got today:
Klonopin
Trazadone
Effexor
Adderall
The infuriating thing is that they're a collection of uppers and downers. Klonopin for anxiety, Trazadone for sleep, Effexor for depression, and Adderall of energy and focus. It sucks, but I'm convinced I need them. Left to my own devices I'd be dead right now.
Yesterday I had an appointment with my therapist and it was a little unnerving. She was asking me about the steps I'm going to take to get my health back in order and I ultimately told her that I didn't really have any inclination toward self-preservation. The only reason I'm not any more self-detructive than I am is because of the people it would hurt. It's not that I hate myself, I just don't care one way or another. I don't like pain which is why I went to rehab and why I seek medical care. Classic addict behavior I guess.
Klonopin
Trazadone
Effexor
Adderall
The infuriating thing is that they're a collection of uppers and downers. Klonopin for anxiety, Trazadone for sleep, Effexor for depression, and Adderall of energy and focus. It sucks, but I'm convinced I need them. Left to my own devices I'd be dead right now.
Yesterday I had an appointment with my therapist and it was a little unnerving. She was asking me about the steps I'm going to take to get my health back in order and I ultimately told her that I didn't really have any inclination toward self-preservation. The only reason I'm not any more self-detructive than I am is because of the people it would hurt. It's not that I hate myself, I just don't care one way or another. I don't like pain which is why I went to rehab and why I seek medical care. Classic addict behavior I guess.