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My head is killing me. Stupid sinuses. I was on such a healthy streak too. It's probably from work, just exposure to more people and their germs. It started out pretty horrible. Raw sore throat, very very fatigued. No damn good. Yesterday I was so congested I could hardly function. Today was ok. I woke up in the middle of the night and was so damn excited that I could breath through BOTH nostrils. That ended quickly and my nose continued to run during my three hour lab. That class drags like no other.
I'm not sure what's going on this weekend. I'm not sure if I really feel up to much and I really don't have the funds for it anyway. Payday is way too far away at this point.
Work is going well. I just want it to feel normal and not so damn new. I want to be comfortable doing stuff, but that's only going to come with practice. I only have like 12 hours a week so it's hard to get in the swing of things. I'll try not to complain about hours though. Although I was only scheduled for 8 next week until I said something. Everyone else had over 20... I'm too sick to care. Not to mention I have two big tests next week and all the crap I'm supposed to be doing in my classes along the way I really haven't event thought about. I guess if my grades suck this semester it will give me a excuse not to transfer.
Why can't Tom just get super rich so that I don't have to get a degree? I like school, but I don't like the pressure. It'll work out the way it's supposed to. That's the main thing to keep in mind. It doesn't mean that I can just give up. I just have to do what I feel is right without making myself crazy.
I'm not sure what's going on this weekend. I'm not sure if I really feel up to much and I really don't have the funds for it anyway. Payday is way too far away at this point.
Work is going well. I just want it to feel normal and not so damn new. I want to be comfortable doing stuff, but that's only going to come with practice. I only have like 12 hours a week so it's hard to get in the swing of things. I'll try not to complain about hours though. Although I was only scheduled for 8 next week until I said something. Everyone else had over 20... I'm too sick to care. Not to mention I have two big tests next week and all the crap I'm supposed to be doing in my classes along the way I really haven't event thought about. I guess if my grades suck this semester it will give me a excuse not to transfer.
Why can't Tom just get super rich so that I don't have to get a degree? I like school, but I don't like the pressure. It'll work out the way it's supposed to. That's the main thing to keep in mind. It doesn't mean that I can just give up. I just have to do what I feel is right without making myself crazy.