Holy Rollercoaster Batman!
Wow, so thats that. after 29 days of bliss, Ryans gone again.
i REALLY don't know how i'm going to re-adjust to being without him everday again.
I haven't updated this thing in ages, I've been keeping an actuall journal thats been helping me figure things out alot faster then this rubble.
My life is going to take quite a different path now that I've met him. He's comeing back for me in just a few short weeks, so I can start school out there, and we can start our life together.
I'm looking for another job so I can be working hopefully 50 hours a week before I leave.
My family really, and surpisingly seam to like Ryan, despite the night they got him drunk while I was at work and tried to convince him not to take me to the East coast, or Australia for that matter.
I'm so happy that he's a family orientd guy.
It still surprises me how much our outlook on life and realationships mesh so well.
I never thought I'd meet a guy who wanted so many of the same things as I.
Our open relationship has worked out more then perfectly, and I honestly think I'm more happy now then I've ever been in my whole life.
Its odd that I am having honest emotions for the first time since high school, I was so cut off from my own heart for so long.
I'm not going to spend a dime more then I have to in the next few weeks, but I hope to have a barbeque before I leave just to say goodbye to everyone.
Sorry to jet, but I have alot of packing to do :)
i REALLY don't know how i'm going to re-adjust to being without him everday again.
I haven't updated this thing in ages, I've been keeping an actuall journal thats been helping me figure things out alot faster then this rubble.
My life is going to take quite a different path now that I've met him. He's comeing back for me in just a few short weeks, so I can start school out there, and we can start our life together.
I'm looking for another job so I can be working hopefully 50 hours a week before I leave.
My family really, and surpisingly seam to like Ryan, despite the night they got him drunk while I was at work and tried to convince him not to take me to the East coast, or Australia for that matter.
I'm so happy that he's a family orientd guy.
It still surprises me how much our outlook on life and realationships mesh so well.
I never thought I'd meet a guy who wanted so many of the same things as I.
Our open relationship has worked out more then perfectly, and I honestly think I'm more happy now then I've ever been in my whole life.
Its odd that I am having honest emotions for the first time since high school, I was so cut off from my own heart for so long.
I'm not going to spend a dime more then I have to in the next few weeks, but I hope to have a barbeque before I leave just to say goodbye to everyone.
Sorry to jet, but I have alot of packing to do :)