Dec 31, 2005 12:59
Sometimes I wish I had more respect for myself
Then, maybe I'd have more respect for people I care about
I'm so selfish, and I hate it
I despise that I act before I think
I detest that my impulses are generally evil
I find it repulsive that it’s so easy for me to hurt people
And that it could be so easy to be responsible for my actions
But I'm weak
And it's disgusting