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So, I"ve decided to come on here and gripe.
Saturday I had a fantabulous day.
I was outside and on the water of Lake Winnapesaukee with my buddy April by about 10 am.
It was hot, around 85 with a decent breeze
I used this hot new product for your face with spf 15 and special mosturisers cos i have sensitive skin.
It was supposed to be waterproof and sweat proof, AND last all day.
The sun was hot and you don't feal it so much when your on the boat with the wind wipping at your skin and cooling you down
I had a few Heinekins and an awsome time
April seamed to enjoy herself as well.
She left around 3 o'clock and I spent the rest of the day in the sun
I didn't do such a bad job at covering up either
However, at the end of the day i felt horrible
I had a slight burn on my body, but it wan't anything i hadn't experinced before
However my face was in serious pain
When i woke up in the morning, my forhead, nose, undereyes, and lips was covered in brown crusted welts
Distgusting. I felt like I was going to die
I spent most of Sunday laying on the couch recovering. It felt like my whole body was in shock
On monday i said FUCK IT. I went out and tried to enjoy the day.
It was close to 90* but I was freezing all day long
All sighns would point to serious over exposure. So i drank GALLONS of water
I came home Monday night, feeling a bit better
However the brown scab like things did not dissapate, it made moving my face almost impossible
Tuesday I went to the doctors, mind you i have no health insurance.
He explained that I am allergic to the sun.
Yes, yes thats right folks, the sun that I love can kill my skin cells faster then most.
I use a medicated cream on my face and body because of eczema.
A noncontagious inflammation of the skin, characterized chiefly by redness, itching, and the outbreak of lesions that may discharge serous matter and become encrusted and scaly.
Ya, eczema, its like a curse
I have it
My mother has it
her mother
and her mother before her
Its a family heriloom.
Anyways, the medication i use to treat my skin, leaves me 2 times more at risk for skin cancer and shit like that APARENTLY
Some how i didn't know of the problems associated with it.
So, I had an allergic reaction to the sun And it hurts goddamnit
Its mostly cleared up on my face.
Now its only on my lips, and it looks like i took a right hook pretty hard
I remember in school i used to BEG to have achne instead of eczema.
People understand tons of zits, they don't understand red pathces and welts all over your fucking face.
I don't understand why I have to go through this
I'm comfortable with who I am, I like the way I look.
I just don't understand why I'm cursed with this
This is not just emotional but physical pain I get to deal with all the time.
And it never goes away. Eczema has no cure
It just has fucking shit that makes you more susceptible to skin cancer, and brown crusted scabs all over your face
OK OK OK OK
NOW that i've completly disgusted you all
I'm done
YEs YES I know there are starving kids in Africa
YES YES I know there are people in more pain that I on a daily basis
I just needed to bitch
Sometimes I just don't understand, why it has to always be 'one thing or another' with me.
Saturday I had a fantabulous day.
I was outside and on the water of Lake Winnapesaukee with my buddy April by about 10 am.
It was hot, around 85 with a decent breeze
I used this hot new product for your face with spf 15 and special mosturisers cos i have sensitive skin.
It was supposed to be waterproof and sweat proof, AND last all day.
The sun was hot and you don't feal it so much when your on the boat with the wind wipping at your skin and cooling you down
I had a few Heinekins and an awsome time
April seamed to enjoy herself as well.
She left around 3 o'clock and I spent the rest of the day in the sun
I didn't do such a bad job at covering up either
However, at the end of the day i felt horrible
I had a slight burn on my body, but it wan't anything i hadn't experinced before
However my face was in serious pain
When i woke up in the morning, my forhead, nose, undereyes, and lips was covered in brown crusted welts
Distgusting. I felt like I was going to die
I spent most of Sunday laying on the couch recovering. It felt like my whole body was in shock
On monday i said FUCK IT. I went out and tried to enjoy the day.
It was close to 90* but I was freezing all day long
All sighns would point to serious over exposure. So i drank GALLONS of water
I came home Monday night, feeling a bit better
However the brown scab like things did not dissapate, it made moving my face almost impossible
Tuesday I went to the doctors, mind you i have no health insurance.
He explained that I am allergic to the sun.
Yes, yes thats right folks, the sun that I love can kill my skin cells faster then most.
I use a medicated cream on my face and body because of eczema.
A noncontagious inflammation of the skin, characterized chiefly by redness, itching, and the outbreak of lesions that may discharge serous matter and become encrusted and scaly.
Ya, eczema, its like a curse
I have it
My mother has it
her mother
and her mother before her
Its a family heriloom.
Anyways, the medication i use to treat my skin, leaves me 2 times more at risk for skin cancer and shit like that APARENTLY
Some how i didn't know of the problems associated with it.
So, I had an allergic reaction to the sun And it hurts goddamnit
Its mostly cleared up on my face.
Now its only on my lips, and it looks like i took a right hook pretty hard
I remember in school i used to BEG to have achne instead of eczema.
People understand tons of zits, they don't understand red pathces and welts all over your fucking face.
I don't understand why I have to go through this
I'm comfortable with who I am, I like the way I look.
I just don't understand why I'm cursed with this
This is not just emotional but physical pain I get to deal with all the time.
And it never goes away. Eczema has no cure
It just has fucking shit that makes you more susceptible to skin cancer, and brown crusted scabs all over your face
OK OK OK OK
NOW that i've completly disgusted you all
I'm done
YEs YES I know there are starving kids in Africa
YES YES I know there are people in more pain that I on a daily basis
I just needed to bitch
Sometimes I just don't understand, why it has to always be 'one thing or another' with me.