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First off, how are all of you? Me, I am , uncomfortable but, alive.
Uncomfortable why? Since many of you have not been told shockingly,yet I appreciate those whom I asked to keep my secret. I am having my first child. He is said to be born next Monday. Yes, I am sixteen. Yes, I plan on getting married to the Father. I can say this has not worked out easily. We are frowned upon. He's twenty-two, I'm sixteen. No, it's not illegal as many believe it to be. I know this,due to the fact, my father tried to have him arrested, it did not work. Colt, my boyfriend, and I have been together not quite a year. Yes, I sound like a whore. Am I? No, not by definition. I've kissed a total of two guys. Only slept with one. No, not a whore. I slept with him four times by the time I got pregnate. Sad sad little girl believing it would not happen to me. Never believe that. It is quite false. I am still living with my mother, because she believes she can have me as a run away if I move out. Also I cannot bare to break my mothers heart. I have not figured out why just yet.
But this, this is my life. The one I made.. all on my own.
Uncomfortable why? Since many of you have not been told shockingly,yet I appreciate those whom I asked to keep my secret. I am having my first child. He is said to be born next Monday. Yes, I am sixteen. Yes, I plan on getting married to the Father. I can say this has not worked out easily. We are frowned upon. He's twenty-two, I'm sixteen. No, it's not illegal as many believe it to be. I know this,due to the fact, my father tried to have him arrested, it did not work. Colt, my boyfriend, and I have been together not quite a year. Yes, I sound like a whore. Am I? No, not by definition. I've kissed a total of two guys. Only slept with one. No, not a whore. I slept with him four times by the time I got pregnate. Sad sad little girl believing it would not happen to me. Never believe that. It is quite false. I am still living with my mother, because she believes she can have me as a run away if I move out. Also I cannot bare to break my mothers heart. I have not figured out why just yet.
But this, this is my life. The one I made.. all on my own.