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Why is it that life has to be so difficult for some and then so easy for others? What am I doing wrong that makes me not have any friends? I mean, I have my sister and my sister-in-law(I don't talk to either hardly enough), I have my "Mom"(she's a friends mom that I have gotten really close to). I talk to my "Mom" more than anyone else. I don't even talk to her daughters very much at all any more. Rarely. I talk to Brittany sometimes but, not often enough. I have people I work with that I rarely talk to outside of work. I just don't get it. I mean, I am a good person. I don't do anything to make people dislike me. So, why don't they like me? I just don't get the world. I need to get out and about. Maybe that's my deal. I'm not out enough. I'm so sad(not sad emotionally, just sad). ***CHANGING SUBJECT*** I went over to Amy's for a little while today. Just felt like talking to her. We have been meaning to make a play date for a while now just haven't gotten to it yet. Well, Marissa, when I was leaving blew me a kiss bye. For her first time ever!!! It makes me excited because the first time she said bye was to me too. She loves me. I don't see her often enough. I have to make plans for tomorrow evening to go to her house for supper. Need to. Miss them so much. Well, enough for now. Gotta do a search for mommy and me classes in this neighborhood. ~Trish~