savor the moment...

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I am way too emo right now...I'm totally depressed and there is no reason i miss all my friends i havent seen them in a over a week bc of the damn flu and right now i have a fucken sinus infection and i dont get to see friends tonight either i am being forced to babysit and i cant take it...like i loved all my preseants for x-mas but then the whole family element came into x-mas and it baffles my mind with how they can be so fucken mean to me...what the fuck did i ever do to them?...i should be happy but its too hard...i needa have fun this week to snap me outta this...ugh help me!

cause the memories are fading