All I want for Christmas is you.
Well I haven't updated in awhile so I figured there is no better time then right now.
I really haven't been doing much. I just hang out at home do some stuff here and there. I get to see my boy every now and then which is good. I really should get a job but I might be moving soon once again. Oh joy! If I move though I will be moving closer to everyone again so that is a positive. I am not for sure when or where I will be moving just yet. But my mom keeps saying she doesn't want me to get a job if we are going to be moving again. Boo! I really need a car too. We keep talking about it but nothing has happened yet. If I had a job I would be able to find a job even if I have to drive far away. It will be money that I need. And it will be something to do other then sitting at home all the time. Which is no fun might I add.
I can not believe this weekend is Christmas. It seems like it was just Thanksgiving. Crazy how fast time flys by. What will everybody be doing for Christmas? Well Christmas eve I will be going to my grandparents like I do every year. It is family tradition. Then I will be staying the night at my Fathers on Christmas Eve. Then Christmas day I will be going to my Aunts house. That is always fun. I get to see family that I have not seen since the last Christmas. We always have a great time. I have some awesome cousins. Last year we played with laser pointers. It will be interesting to see what we come up with this year. And all that yummy food. Man I can not wait.
I have been thinking a lot latley about a certain something. I have realized that when it comes to being friends with people I seem to be the only one who puts in effort into staying friends. I always have to talk to people they never talk to me. So what would happen if I just stopped talking to people? Well we would no longer be friends. It is actually kind of sad. There are only a few people that actually put effort into being my friend. I wonder if I just disappeared if anybody would notice or even care!?!?!?!?! Probably not! Wow life is fantastic sometimes. The world we live in is just stupid. I really don't want to try anymore but then I don't want to feel like a failure. But really how can I fail at something when no one cares. Oh well I guess there is really nothing left for me to do.
Well I guess that is really I have to say right now. So I will be leaving now. Goodbye!