Break me!
I really don't have much to update on other then about how I am feeling.
Well there is this guy that I have had a crush on for awhile and it seems my feelings for him just keep growing. I know I shouldn't be having these feelings because I know it wont go any further then just a friendship. I just don't know how to stop it. He is really an amazing guy and I talk to him about everything. He is always there when I need someone to talk to. I feel like a little kid again. I know I say I like a lot of g uys but this one is different. And I don't know why. Maybe it's because we get a long so well and I know how he feels about stuff and he doesn't ever hide anything. I don't want this to ruin the friendship we have now. I just wish I could push them aside and pretend they never existed. I will not fall for him as hard as I always do. Because I know my heart will only get broken. I will act like nothing ever happend. And act like my feelings for him are just a friendship kind of thing.
Other news. I think me and a certain someone are going to be ok. Well I hope anyways I really truley miss them. I hope we do become friends again I would be so happy. We will have to wait it out.
But that is all for tonight.