Oct 03, 2005 20:21
Am I just being selfish?
So I am seeing
this guy and I don't know things just don't seem the way they should.
We hardly ever talk and when we do it's like he doesn't even want to or
something. It also seems like the only way he will talk to me is
through emails. I always have to talk to him he never talks to me
first. I just am so confused and don't know what I should do. I like
him so much and when we are together it is so different. Maybe we both
are in it for the wrong reasons. Maybe I should just talk to him about
it all. I just don't want to seem to obsessed. I wish I knew what to do.
In other news I finally have a
place to live when we need to move. Yay! I am kind of excited. It
should be fun and interesting. Ya I will be moving away from a lot of
people but part of me feels like staying here or moving wouldn't change
anything. As far as what is going on. I never hang out with anyone
anymore. So I guess moving to the other side of the country really
wouldn't matter. Oh well! We will see how things go in about a month.
I am going to Cali in about a
week. I will also be going to Neveda. Hmmm! I have never been to any
other state besides Cali. So that should be in interesting trip. I am
excited can't wait for that either.
I guess that is all I really have to say right now.