Aug 28, 2005 17:48
Well last
night Heather and I were suppose to hang out with some guys. So we got
all dressed up and they sayed they were going to call in ab out an hour
well they never did. Finally I called them and they sayed they found a
party but they didn't want us to go out there if it wasn't good so they
would call when they got there. God I was so fucking pissed it was
getting late and they had yet to tell us where this place was or
anything. Me and Heather got tired of waiting around so we convinced
our friend to let us hang out with him.
Lets just say that I am so glad I didn't go to that party I had so much fun last night.
It was
pretty funny bc the called back at like 12 and I ignored him. YES! I am
so proud of myself. I was pissed and still him so fuck him.
Is it bad that I actually wouldn't mind hooking up with someone I hung out with last night? God I am such a whore. Haha!
I realized
that the guy that liked me is a total ass. And the one person I want
more then anything in this world to see I wont. I guess he is just too
busy to see me or hang out with me. It makes me sad. I guess I
shouldn't have gotten so worked about seeing him and figured that I
wasnt going to. Maybe I should just stop liking guys. I wont become a
lesbian but for now I just will stay away from them and be with myself
for awhile.