Amazing!
I got
really bored and decided to read my journal entries from Jan. to now.
It is crazy how you remember everything when you go back and read
things. It is crazy how you talk about something so long ago about
something that is going to happen soon.
I have realized that I miss certain things and people. I reallly shouldn't. But when you remember how happy you were it's hard not to get a little sad about things.
I need to stop thinking about the past and focus on the future and how my future will be as great as my past.
I need to stop letting my emotions run everything. I need to think about the good and not the bad.
God I hate that lady for being right. Although I think she was wrong about one thing. It is over for good. There will be no more us or ever again be an us. He has moved on and so have I. I am happy for him. I wish him the best of luck on everything.
I am hoping to get an email so that I know if a certain person made it home safe and sound.
But for now I think I will go.
I have realized that I miss certain things and people. I reallly shouldn't. But when you remember how happy you were it's hard not to get a little sad about things.
I need to stop thinking about the past and focus on the future and how my future will be as great as my past.
I need to stop letting my emotions run everything. I need to think about the good and not the bad.
God I hate that lady for being right. Although I think she was wrong about one thing. It is over for good. There will be no more us or ever again be an us. He has moved on and so have I. I am happy for him. I wish him the best of luck on everything.
I am hoping to get an email so that I know if a certain person made it home safe and sound.
But for now I think I will go.