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Nathan is so perfect.
He came into work the other night, with no other reason than to just see me and give me a kiss, then he left. He told me later I made him feel better.
Then last night he came to my house. He pushed my hair out of my face and when I pushed it back he was like, "NOOO," and I said, "What?" rooiewuoeij "Because you're beautiful Sebrina, everyone should look at you."
AND I WAS LIKE AHHH I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT BY YOU, FUCKER.
And now I'm thinking, like.. he's so amazing. So sweet.
But do we really have that vital connection needed for two people to last in a relationship? I'm not sure. I love being with him and spenidng time with him, but he intimidates me so much. I don't feel like myself around him.
Maybe if I give it a while I will slowly open up.
Outside of work, I think maybe I would be described as obnoxious sometimes. Loud.
At work, I'm like this timid little creature. Even with Nathan.
I need to think about shtuff and ishk.
He came into work the other night, with no other reason than to just see me and give me a kiss, then he left. He told me later I made him feel better.
Then last night he came to my house. He pushed my hair out of my face and when I pushed it back he was like, "NOOO," and I said, "What?" rooiewuoeij "Because you're beautiful Sebrina, everyone should look at you."
AND I WAS LIKE AHHH I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT BY YOU, FUCKER.
And now I'm thinking, like.. he's so amazing. So sweet.
But do we really have that vital connection needed for two people to last in a relationship? I'm not sure. I love being with him and spenidng time with him, but he intimidates me so much. I don't feel like myself around him.
Maybe if I give it a while I will slowly open up.
Outside of work, I think maybe I would be described as obnoxious sometimes. Loud.
At work, I'm like this timid little creature. Even with Nathan.
I need to think about shtuff and ishk.